Todd Michael Beauregard Sr.

Oh Big Brother~

I wish I knew where to begin with the memories I have of you, of our family...I will never forget that even though we fought like brother and sister, the relationship and love we had for eachother is something that could never had been broken. You have always been there, through the good times and bad and I will be eternally grateful for that. I remember you convincing me that I had to run away because the police were coming to arrest me because I hung up on "precinct 9" because I was calling mom to tell on you and you randomly pushed numbers. I remember trying chewing tobacco with you and Casey and being OH SO SICK! I remember wearing your wranglers, because mine weren't long enough and being teased for having a chewing tobacco ring in my back pocket... Or how about the time you convinced me that the "beef jerky" was really good, but it was really dog treats and tasted horrible. Even though you tortured me, like all big brothers do, you also took care of me like noone else could. I remember you going to Mr. Lucky's to kick someone's butt for being bad to me and me begging you to behave...you told me that noone treats your little sister like that :) Or how about when Desarae would tease me and I would come home crying and tell you, and you would call her "Desareeka" and send her home crying.  I remember your 30th birthday party, when you and I did shots together for the first time at Fox and Hound (I know, not a "good thing" but something that we had realized we had never done together) Most of all, I remember that you always called me on my birthday and would say, "hey sis, is today your birthday and tomorrow Nikki's or is Nikki's today and your's tomorrow, I always get them mixed up" then you would wish me a happy birthday and tell me, "love you little sis"...I would give anything to hear those words again, and never knew that they would be so special to me. I could go on and on with the stories of the 28 years that you were here, in my life. You were an amazing big brother and I love you Toddy, Happy Birthday, I wish so badly that I could call you and tell you, but I guess this is the closest thing I have to being able to do that. I miss your smile, your laugh, your voice...I miss you. I love you.

Love your little sis~

Sheggy

Oh yeah and I remember all the times when you would get home from work and play rough with us, that was the best.

Love Alex

I remember when you took me and T.J. on a car ride up in the mountains. It was so much fun, and then we found a rattle snake and you were messing with it, that was my daddy. Oh and then we passed by the park and you threw out a stink bomb, or whatever it was. And I remember we went to this one jokester store all the time and we got fake poop to play a joke on mommy.

And I remember the last morning me and tj spent right before you left for work you made me a bagel and had me try butter and cream cheese on it, just the way you would make yours. And then we went into the office while you were on the computer and you asked me too rub your shoulders and I only did for like two minutes. Then it was time for you to go to work. So while me tj and james were in the play room you came in and said good bye, and I really didnt say goodbye, just gave a nudge because I was to busy watching tv,if I wouldve known, and those were the last memories of you that I can remember clearly. I wish I can remember so much more but I dont.................................. But I cherish every single memory I do have of you daddy. Love you soo much. Wish you were here.

Love Alexandree-ana Nicole Beauregard </3

Hey Brother,

You know, the last time we saw each other, I SOLD YOU one of my airsoft guns i think! I think about you all the time, Not just November 12th. I have been saving this shot of tequilla that was your bottle for today. So I will toast you, and pray for your family. I hope you are getting along with all those southern folk in Tennesee, I can't wait for you to come back here to AZ so I can Horse around with your kids some more. I love you like a Brother Todd, Thank you for being here for me still.

Sean

I remember when you were in high school, your Dad giving you are haircut in front of the fridge in the kitchen.  You were sitting there while Pappy was buzzing your hair with the clippers and all of the sudden I heard this zzzzzip noise, looked over and your Dad had this look on his face like "Oh crap" and you had this irritated look on your face and you were like, "What??" and your dad and I were laughing and you jumped up to go look in the bathroom mirror and you were so mad at us for laughing.  When Pap was done you had a funky step cut that went up way too high on the sides bcuz your dad had to blend in the missing chunk

I remember the time you and Cherie and some of Cherie's friends went with me to  pass out hand made signs for a cleaning business I was trying to start.   We were stylin in my huge white 1977 Ford Ltd. 

I remember you in your ROTC uniform and how you were so serious about it, and remember dropping you off at the school early so you could practice ROTC drills.

I remember singing Karioke (sp?) with you.  I remember how close you and Kenna were, and when we lived in the surprise house how her eyes would light up and she'd squeal and go running to the door when she knew 'uncle Toddy' was there.

I remember the NOT funny joke you played when you put fake blood all over my second born when she was a year or so old and you came running out to me acting like she was hurt!  I got so mad at you.

I remember having a whipped cream fight with you in my kitchen in Surprise.  I remember you and Your big bro lifting weights in the garage.

I remember taking pics of you over and over until we got it right, so that you could send a picture to an "amazing girl you met online" (aka Melani).

I remember the last time I saw you, it was at my house and you were all decked out in your "HIP" motorcycle jacket and you gave me this HUGE, warm bear hug that I will NEVER forget!  I love that memory and I will cherish it forever :)

You are so special, and I love you forever,

Your Sis,

Susan